Lamentable excuses of my existance, random morbid thoughts and head doodles.
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Suddenly, everything is starting to fall right back to its rightful place, including thus my heart.

My heart is still bleeding from the fact that I am not seeing much of my beloved half-brother as I would like to, and it has been hurting me since that he’s getting trapped between my stubborn pride and my step-mother’s evil ways. I wouldn’t explain this any further.

But then, my luck too has been changing dramatically. Yes, although I have recently lost something I value, I gained something of a higher value instead.

Honesty pays off too, because I refuse to hide things again and yes, I could endure all the arching eyebrows and malicious whisperings because after all, they couln’t hurt me physically.

I have been always hoping for this, and maybe this is it.

I pray to God, that I’m done searching.

October 21st, 2007 at 5:28 am